results out -scribbled on Wednesday, October 8, 2008
| Once upon a time... unfortunately, reality bites. I'm about to be retained...
i dont want this, i never expected this. I prayed, and told God my wishes, but it didnt work out. I'm drifiting from him..
This sucks. 1 more year of my life is going to be spent studying the same bullshit. Look on the bright side? I dont think so. Truth is, there is no bright side. Its all an illusion, a hallucination.
But! I'm going to change this. Grace told me i didnt trust in God enough and put my faith where it should be. Sounds far-fetched? I think it sounds extremely logical (in a spiritual sense)... Pray.. Pray.. Ask for forgiveness..
I feel better now that there are people rooting for me. My only aim now is to advance to JC2. I have to look forward and trust in Him. If this is going to be an obstacle, so be it. I'm going to take it on. This may just be one of the anomalities in the "part-&-parcel of life" so i just have to take it in my stride; not with just a pinch of salt (else it'll be adding salt to the wound).
Okay, i think it's time to get off this virtual rantbox and get on with life. Project Work is bogging me down, but i'll not be defeated. Press on, Samuel!
P.S I'm completing a "revolutionary" card later! Watch out for it tomorrow! :D approved by awesam | 7:00 PM
samuel, to-be-eighteen. \\
meridian. \\
class of 2008, S3zero1 \\
modus operandi.
the gory way. \\
spill the beans. \\
the silent and painstaking way. \\
whatcha want from me? \\
current desires:
-manage my time wisely
-be a good kid in school (:
-some new clothes
-and.. success in undertakings
