Stuck at the crossroads. -scribbled on Tuesday, October 7, 2008
| Once upon a time... Yep. You've heard it before. Good things don't last. That's why my joy of getting 'B' for Economics was short lived. The time to face the cold-hearted truth was imminent: today, during Biology lecture.
As I expected, i failed the whole paper. My answers were slipshod - proof that i did not put in my 100% effort studying/memorising it. Like all humans love to do, i call this "Regret".
Regret that i didnt do well. Regret that i should have put in more effort. Regret that the time spent idling away could have been better managed. Regret that i ever took Biology. Regret that i was even born in the first place. (Oh wait, i don't mean that)
I think i sound suicidal, but fortunately, i would never think of such a thing. Hey... wait a minute... i just THOUGHT OF THAT DIDN'T I? I'm gonna shoot myself for even thinking about that! (Shit. more suicidal thoughts)
Retaining has never crossed my mind.. Until now. Let's face it: junior college takes alot out of you, your soul, your mind, your life & your happiness. That seems like a lot. approved by awesam | 7:29 PM
samuel, to-be-eighteen. \\
meridian. \\
class of 2008, S3zero1 \\
modus operandi.
the gory way. \\
spill the beans. \\
the silent and painstaking way. \\
whatcha want from me? \\
current desires:
-manage my time wisely
-be a good kid in school (:
-some new clothes
-and.. success in undertakings
